so there i was, hopeless, sorrowful, and at the edge of mental wrecklessness. granted there was a faint light at the end of the tunnel, so faint it was almost unwelcoming. the closer i got the dimmer it seemed, as if moving away from me. at the point of giving up, i gave one last shot of care and reached out my love-numbed hand towards the light. the light opened up a new world outside of the endless tunnel of despair. this world was called love and it was filled with realities of greater lives. only one person could fathom the greatness and caring of the light, and its the same love i give it. i dedicate this to the woman of my dreams. ~for ever and ever babe~